Today for no reason i woke up early..at 6.30am... can u believe it!!..ya ya i know..girls are not suppose to sleep late in mornings..i have heard from many people..but i am a late bug. ;).... yesterday my princess didnt wake up much during the night for feedings..so i guess i got enough of sleep and was not tired much to wake up in morning.. I did exercise for 15 mins though. thats the only good part i guess i did and ahh i cleaned the whole home too just before :)..... rest of the day went in browsing and blogging and watching TV, few hours behind my princess for feeding food...
Just now my hubby told he has a staff dinner..urgh!! i hate it when he says that.. Though i dont mind the party/dinner part.. i hate when he comes home late whether its for a reason or no reason... I love it when he is home early as i feel me, hubby and princess make 1 BIG happy family :)... nothing much of things happened today...
Ohh by the way i checked my weight today and i lost 1 lb more :)... wow i was feeling so great and i hope i atleast reach my goal somewhere close... will surely update :)
yesterday i had a video chat with my best friend... I cant tell u how exciting and happy i was...i was pissed off (dont mind the word) for something (which actually i cant mention here. family matters after all) and coincidently we came on chat. Seeing her thru webcam made my day and happingly i slept yest :)....it was fun. Its been almost 1 year since i have seen her as she is in US and getting to see her thru chat video made me fly :)... i hope you can understand that feeling :)
I love u dear..
Monday, August 2, 2010
Sunday, August 1, 2010
On a Diet
Yesterday I started a diet - GM Diet. I have been through this one last year. Eventhough i cheated twice through this 7-day diet, i lost 3 kgs.... i gained a lot during my pregnancy period as I used to literally for 2 ;).. Approx of 18-19 kgs i gained during my pregnancy. I managed to lose 15 kgs and I am actually in the ideal BMI range. But still I want to lose 5 more kgs. So yesterday the day went ok for me. But today it was dragging and i was feeling like i m gonna die due to cravings..from yesterdays weight, today i lost almost 1 kg (2 lbs). The diet says we will lose 10-17 lbs which i doubt in my case. Lets see after the 7th day...I couldnt control my hunger today and wanted to have some rotis with curry. But the thought of losing atleast 3 kgs, i controlled. But then just before i had a biscuit which is bran, high in fibre. Atleast it wont hurt on the fatty side. Anyways today is all veggie day. I m just holding my will power and testing it too that i will complete the 7-days w/o cheating (much that is).... i will let u know what is my final weight. If this goes successfully I m planning to look again this month end :)...
Continued With Story
I actually started this blog with a concept of writing my experiences with my journey thru life. But then on the way i was sort of busy and with my arrival of my princess. Then another reason was my laziness. I actually didnt have the patience to sit and type to let you know whats in my mind. As I do have cookery blog, I was more intrested into that than this. For past few days I was like why dont I concentrate on this too so that.. one day my little one will be able to read what Iw ent thru and will learn (good and bad) that life is not that easy as it says and she will one step ahead of the experiences thats yet to come :).....
I dont have to worry also from being judged and saying "this is not going to happen" and " U r not suppose to say like that" and all. So here goes!!!
I dont have to worry also from being judged and saying "this is not going to happen" and " U r not suppose to say like that" and all. So here goes!!!
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Heal the world
Its been my childhood dream or wish that I always wanted to help the god's children (that's how i would like to address children without parents) or old aged people. I always thought of myself voluntering these helpless people in some way or other to just see them happy. I would imagine myself reading a book to an old woman where at the end of the story she will be happy that she really has someone for her to read her stories that touched her heart. But unfortunately, as usual, my dreams never came true until after marriage. In north, where my hubby's home is, there is this old age home. When i came to know that, I decided that I would help them financially whenever I went to India. Last year (on vacation) when i went (that's the first time i had gone there), i saw many old aged people, many not remembering where they are (with lost memeories), many others wandering here and there, many lying on their cot..... I really felt sorry for them :(.
Then one nun came up and my father-in-law(FIL) introduced us to her and she said to wait in the waiting room, Sister Nirmala will come there (the nun whom my FIL have asked for). Thinking of all the helpless people made my heart melt with sorrow. Sitting right there i was thinking how lucky we are to have everyone with us, parents, in laws, friends, relatives.... There may be many out there where there children must have left them and have gone on with their ways not even once thinking how will their parent survive without them. With all these thoguhts tears filled my eyes. I heard a hello from behind and turned around to see Niramal Sister. It was so graceful to see her. I smiled at her and once again introduction was done. We talked about for sometime and gratefully gave her my donation sum to her. Sister was very happy and I could really see the gratitude in her eyes. I felt like rays of blessings falling from above and i could literally see the smile on god's face :). I felt like my dream came true or atleast i could do atleast this much for these people who needs help. As we were walking out, an old woman was sitting was sitting by the stairs by the next room (as they were in shifting procedure from one room to other). Sister Nirmala went to help her and the old woman was saying something that water was there below (which was her imagination). Sister kept telling there is no water and you can walk. After many refuses, she got up and walked slowly. Meanwhile another nun came across to take her to the other room. Siter Nirmala told us that this woman was found on road side without memory roaming about here and there for days. She was reported by the locals and thats how she was brought here few days back. I literally cursed her kids (if she had any) for leaving her like this.. Maybe i am not doing right thing by cursing, but anger came in me so much i couldnt help much. I was glad atleast my contribution will be of some help to the old woman in some way or other.
We said bye to the nuns and I left tearfully yet happily that i was of some help to these people. On the way back, i felt like my whole life sins have been forgiven by the lord above. I cant explain or show how i felt. It really makes a persons heart weigh lighter for the little help you give to others. So guys please do help each and everyone out there. There are many who really needs your help. Even though not regualrly, occasionally helping will itself will make a great difference. We are all here for a purpose. So do help with watever you can or with whatever you have. Heal this world!!!
Luv
Neetz :)
Then one nun came up and my father-in-law(FIL) introduced us to her and she said to wait in the waiting room, Sister Nirmala will come there (the nun whom my FIL have asked for). Thinking of all the helpless people made my heart melt with sorrow. Sitting right there i was thinking how lucky we are to have everyone with us, parents, in laws, friends, relatives.... There may be many out there where there children must have left them and have gone on with their ways not even once thinking how will their parent survive without them. With all these thoguhts tears filled my eyes. I heard a hello from behind and turned around to see Niramal Sister. It was so graceful to see her. I smiled at her and once again introduction was done. We talked about for sometime and gratefully gave her my donation sum to her. Sister was very happy and I could really see the gratitude in her eyes. I felt like rays of blessings falling from above and i could literally see the smile on god's face :). I felt like my dream came true or atleast i could do atleast this much for these people who needs help. As we were walking out, an old woman was sitting was sitting by the stairs by the next room (as they were in shifting procedure from one room to other). Sister Nirmala went to help her and the old woman was saying something that water was there below (which was her imagination). Sister kept telling there is no water and you can walk. After many refuses, she got up and walked slowly. Meanwhile another nun came across to take her to the other room. Siter Nirmala told us that this woman was found on road side without memory roaming about here and there for days. She was reported by the locals and thats how she was brought here few days back. I literally cursed her kids (if she had any) for leaving her like this.. Maybe i am not doing right thing by cursing, but anger came in me so much i couldnt help much. I was glad atleast my contribution will be of some help to the old woman in some way or other.
We said bye to the nuns and I left tearfully yet happily that i was of some help to these people. On the way back, i felt like my whole life sins have been forgiven by the lord above. I cant explain or show how i felt. It really makes a persons heart weigh lighter for the little help you give to others. So guys please do help each and everyone out there. There are many who really needs your help. Even though not regualrly, occasionally helping will itself will make a great difference. We are all here for a purpose. So do help with watever you can or with whatever you have. Heal this world!!!
Luv
Neetz :)
God's gift to us :)
Its been almost 2 years of my marriage and we are happily awaiting our little one any time this month :). I always keep thinking how great the god's creation is. My baby is almost on the verge to enter into this world of demons (u can say that literally of the world). I always used to think how peacefuly he/she will be inside the womb with no disturbances or tensions that life has in store for her/him. I really feel sorry for the children that are yet to be born. Whatever we do at the end of the day we force them or teach them to do exactly like what we need them to do (whether good or bad). In short, when grown up, they are almost the replica of us of what we have moulded them or actually tried to make them like us. Literally, we can't blame anyone for this. This is what is been happening for generations. They say humans make mistake. But i think its only humans that make mistake.he he he.. End of the day, whatever it is, its gods gift to each women of giving the ability to give birth to a new life (not that husbands dont have their contribution to this ;) ) and also the word 'mother' given to each women who have given birth, considered to be priceless :). After all without mothers we all would not have been there..in fact not even for this human race :)
Luv
Neetz ;)
Luv
Neetz ;)
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